He can sit down unassisted for the longest but today he can sit himself.
Only once.....lol
Tuesday, December 30, 2014
Tuesday, December 23, 2014
Lazy
God I am getting lazy again.
Adussss...
I need to blog.. because I love to read in the future.. LOL
Adussss...
I need to blog.. because I love to read in the future.. LOL
Wednesday, December 3, 2014
Saturday, November 8, 2014
All about Adrian
I guess my blog will be all about him...for a while.
Sangat seronok dapat melihat perkembangan dia hari hari.
Dari meniarap ke tumbuh gigi.....
Semalam gigi kedua dah tumbuh (or baru nak tumbuh )
Cepatnya anak mak ni dah membesar.
Actually I am not sure wether he should be calling me mak or mom or mommy
Hahahah.... sebebanrnya nak mak....tapi sebab duduk sini, orang2 sini membahasakan mak dia ni mommy...
wheres your mommy....you look like mommy.....
last last mcm terlekat pulak mommy....
haishhhh kesian Adrian...mesti confuse dia nanti......
Apa2 jelah ye sayang....asalkan sayang membersar dengan sihat!
Sangat seronok dapat melihat perkembangan dia hari hari.
Dari meniarap ke tumbuh gigi.....
Semalam gigi kedua dah tumbuh (or baru nak tumbuh )
Cepatnya anak mak ni dah membesar.
Actually I am not sure wether he should be calling me mak or mom or mommy
Hahahah.... sebebanrnya nak mak....tapi sebab duduk sini, orang2 sini membahasakan mak dia ni mommy...
wheres your mommy....you look like mommy.....
last last mcm terlekat pulak mommy....
haishhhh kesian Adrian...mesti confuse dia nanti......
Apa2 jelah ye sayang....asalkan sayang membersar dengan sihat!
Friday, November 7, 2014
Sitting
He wanna sit so bad!
Padahal tak boleh nak balance pun hahahah.
Ni few seconds jer bertahan..... agak2 6 bulan dah boleh duduk tak sayang?
Thursday, November 6, 2014
Tuesday, November 4, 2014
The new addition to the family
Oh bukan family yang ni yer...
Tapi my sister baru saja bersalin anak ke-5 dan terakhir ( katanya lah...hahah)
Jadi dah cukup forum keluarga ayong nih.... 2 perempuan dan 3 hero.
Alhamdulillah yang terakhir ni baby girl yang sgt comel dan yang sgt dinanti-nantikan
oleh kakak saya.
Yang sulung tu saja perempuan. Athirah tak sabar nak tengok adik perempuan dia yang baru ni!
Katanya ada geng lepas ni.. hahaha
OK leh mari tengok gamba puteri bongsu kakak saya...hehehe
Tapi my sister baru saja bersalin anak ke-5 dan terakhir ( katanya lah...hahah)
Jadi dah cukup forum keluarga ayong nih.... 2 perempuan dan 3 hero.
Alhamdulillah yang terakhir ni baby girl yang sgt comel dan yang sgt dinanti-nantikan
oleh kakak saya.
Yang sulung tu saja perempuan. Athirah tak sabar nak tengok adik perempuan dia yang baru ni!
Katanya ada geng lepas ni.. hahaha
OK leh mari tengok gamba puteri bongsu kakak saya...hehehe
Monday, November 3, 2014
5 months old
Si kecil sudah berusia 5 bulan. Alhamdullillah.
Kejap BI kejap BM......Hahhhaha takpelah.
Kita stick dengan rojak ok?
Nantilah nak try berblog balik. Youtube dan IG sikecik pun dah ada, hanya utk tatapan private saja.
kadang2 tengok album lama2 seronok. So baik buat sekarang and upload hari2.
Yela 8 tahun menunggu anak sendiri. :D
Tengok tu, sayang dah besar. Suka sangat dengan Jumperoo dia.
Kejap BI kejap BM......Hahhhaha takpelah.
Kita stick dengan rojak ok?
Nantilah nak try berblog balik. Youtube dan IG sikecik pun dah ada, hanya utk tatapan private saja.
kadang2 tengok album lama2 seronok. So baik buat sekarang and upload hari2.
Yela 8 tahun menunggu anak sendiri. :D
Tengok tu, sayang dah besar. Suka sangat dengan Jumperoo dia.
Sunday, September 7, 2014
My munchkin is 3 months old!
I love being SAHM. I love being able to watch you grow. There's nothing more in this world that I love more than you.
Being a parent is HARD! But I am enjoying every moment of it.
I hope I am able to write more. I need to continue with my pregnancy story. LOL.
I love you so much munchkin!
Monday, August 4, 2014
My pregnancy story
25th September 2013. 3 days after my missed period, I took an expired 2010 pregnancy test and within 5 seconds... I got a second faint line.
I was shaking..... I cried for a good 5 minutes. I was much more scared than excited. Maybe the test is faulty because it has already expired. I called my husband and he rush home immediately because I was having an anxiety attack. We went and buy a brand new test and also prenatal vitamin for me.
I quickly took a second test and I was trembling and sweating. I can't even look at the result window.
But I did anyway and yet another positive pregnancy test.
The first thing on my mind... what if I lost this one again?
Not a good thought to start your pregnancy.
You see, back in 2009 when I got my first positive pregnancy test, I was over the moon. It never occur to me that anything bad is going to happen. I dream of being a mom, I started to think of names and looking at baby clothes. I was so excited to share the news.
A visit to the dr to confirm my pregnancy and I was on cloud 9. I was happy for exactly one week and then my world turned upside down.
I started to bleed. I panicked and googled. Apparently it is normal to bleed during first trimester which was known as implantation bleeding. I took couple more tests and the line never gotten any darker. I started to worry. I went to my first appointment and I was devastated when they told me that they could not find anything in my uterus. But they assured that it was normal because I have tilted uterus which make it harder to see a fetal pole so early.
They did sent me for a blood test.
I was crying non stop because my bleeding got worse and I started to pass clots. When the beta result was in, they comfirmed my miscarriage.
Misscariage.
Such an ugly word especially when you have waited so long. How can this happen to me? I keep questioning and blaming myself for the loss. I am only human. But I also believe in faith. It was such a hard time to pretend to be strong when you are not.
Im lucky for my husband. We should try again.. he said and this time it will be our take home baby.
Exactly a year , I got my second positive pregnancy test. I am excited but scared at the same time. I mean what is the chance of having recurring miscarriage? pretty low for a healthy woman like me.
Wrong.
It was like a nightmare when I started to bleed again.
Again I was crushed. Words cannot describe how devastated I was. I dont know how am I suppose to survive this loss.
But somehow I did. I believe in faith. This is just a test... I keep saying.
I turned 31 and I realized that all I want is to love a baby. Any baby. I want to be a mother. So bad.
I started to do research on adoption. I want to give unconditional love to a baby in need if I ever got one through an agency.
I am so ready for this , I have all form downloaded, calculating our fund until I realized I was late. and I took a pregnancy test.
It was positive.
Thats how it all started.
I was terrified. I called my mom and my husband and I cried. I was so scared.
My husband rushed home to be with me and I started to feel much better. He took 2 weeks off so that he can be with me.
It was such a scary 2 weeks of my life. Everyday I was checking myself to see if I bleed..... make that every hour.
I never did. I started to feel a tiny bit better.
A month after I found out I was pregnant, my symptoms starting to get stronger. I was gagging and throwing up for 24/7. I was miserable but happy because nausea means that my hcg level are rising.
We went in for our first dr appointment.
I was 11 weeks pregnant. Everything looks great until they try to find a heartbeat using a doppler. Most time you can already hear the baby heartbeat.
They found none. The nurse tried for a good 10 minutes and nothing.
I started to have a sick feeling in my stomach. I almost passed out. It was frightening. They scheduled me for an emergency ultrasound.
I was crying on the way to the ultrasound office. I told my husband that I cant do this anymore, I cant be strong anymore. Im not sure what to think at that time.
The tech told me to lay down and place the transducer on my lower stomach.
Calmly he told me
"That is your uterus, and there is your baby"
YOUR BABY.
I cried. I saw him for the very first time.
My baby. Our baby. Our miracle.
The tech then turned the audio on and with tears on my cheeks I heard the most beautiful sound ever.
My baby's heartbeat.
It was hard to believe that , I have a baby inside me. My miracle baby.
My rainbow baby. After almost 7 years of waiting, I finally have a viable pregnancy.
The first time I saw him. My miracle. I will never forget this moment. I was so in love and still am.
I love you so much Adrian, my son, my miracle.
I was shaking..... I cried for a good 5 minutes. I was much more scared than excited. Maybe the test is faulty because it has already expired. I called my husband and he rush home immediately because I was having an anxiety attack. We went and buy a brand new test and also prenatal vitamin for me.
I quickly took a second test and I was trembling and sweating. I can't even look at the result window.
But I did anyway and yet another positive pregnancy test.
The first thing on my mind... what if I lost this one again?
Not a good thought to start your pregnancy.
You see, back in 2009 when I got my first positive pregnancy test, I was over the moon. It never occur to me that anything bad is going to happen. I dream of being a mom, I started to think of names and looking at baby clothes. I was so excited to share the news.
A visit to the dr to confirm my pregnancy and I was on cloud 9. I was happy for exactly one week and then my world turned upside down.
I started to bleed. I panicked and googled. Apparently it is normal to bleed during first trimester which was known as implantation bleeding. I took couple more tests and the line never gotten any darker. I started to worry. I went to my first appointment and I was devastated when they told me that they could not find anything in my uterus. But they assured that it was normal because I have tilted uterus which make it harder to see a fetal pole so early.
They did sent me for a blood test.
I was crying non stop because my bleeding got worse and I started to pass clots. When the beta result was in, they comfirmed my miscarriage.
Misscariage.
Such an ugly word especially when you have waited so long. How can this happen to me? I keep questioning and blaming myself for the loss. I am only human. But I also believe in faith. It was such a hard time to pretend to be strong when you are not.
Im lucky for my husband. We should try again.. he said and this time it will be our take home baby.
Exactly a year , I got my second positive pregnancy test. I am excited but scared at the same time. I mean what is the chance of having recurring miscarriage? pretty low for a healthy woman like me.
Wrong.
It was like a nightmare when I started to bleed again.
Again I was crushed. Words cannot describe how devastated I was. I dont know how am I suppose to survive this loss.
But somehow I did. I believe in faith. This is just a test... I keep saying.
I turned 31 and I realized that all I want is to love a baby. Any baby. I want to be a mother. So bad.
I started to do research on adoption. I want to give unconditional love to a baby in need if I ever got one through an agency.
I am so ready for this , I have all form downloaded, calculating our fund until I realized I was late. and I took a pregnancy test.
It was positive.
Thats how it all started.
I was terrified. I called my mom and my husband and I cried. I was so scared.
My husband rushed home to be with me and I started to feel much better. He took 2 weeks off so that he can be with me.
It was such a scary 2 weeks of my life. Everyday I was checking myself to see if I bleed..... make that every hour.
I never did. I started to feel a tiny bit better.
A month after I found out I was pregnant, my symptoms starting to get stronger. I was gagging and throwing up for 24/7. I was miserable but happy because nausea means that my hcg level are rising.
We went in for our first dr appointment.
I was 11 weeks pregnant. Everything looks great until they try to find a heartbeat using a doppler. Most time you can already hear the baby heartbeat.
They found none. The nurse tried for a good 10 minutes and nothing.
I started to have a sick feeling in my stomach. I almost passed out. It was frightening. They scheduled me for an emergency ultrasound.
I was crying on the way to the ultrasound office. I told my husband that I cant do this anymore, I cant be strong anymore. Im not sure what to think at that time.
The tech told me to lay down and place the transducer on my lower stomach.
Calmly he told me
"That is your uterus, and there is your baby"
YOUR BABY.
I cried. I saw him for the very first time.
My baby. Our baby. Our miracle.
The tech then turned the audio on and with tears on my cheeks I heard the most beautiful sound ever.
My baby's heartbeat.
It was hard to believe that , I have a baby inside me. My miracle baby.
My rainbow baby. After almost 7 years of waiting, I finally have a viable pregnancy.
The first time I saw him. My miracle. I will never forget this moment. I was so in love and still am.
I love you so much Adrian, my son, my miracle.
Sunday, June 8, 2014
My new Love of my life!
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Born June 3rd 2014, 3.15pm @ Long Beach Memorial
7lbs 5oz ,21 inch of perfection.
:)
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